First things first.

Who said it was referring to me? LOLS.

I'm thinking of the best way to name you. Is it bitch or slut? cos I can't think of anything else o.o
Judging from the way you talk, it doesn't seem a problem to you to mess around with people's boyfriend huh? Or is it that you think I'm that clueless or dumb to knw what you fucking did?
So, am I expected to just STFU when you flirt & DONE confessing to MY boyfriend? LOL big joke big joke. Seriously, you're a joker. What impressed me most is when you HAD feelings for someone else & yet still capable of liking someone else? TWO AT ONCE? can you even handle it, haha.

LOL and you can say you don't know me when you asked him how's me & him before. Well just assume you're right cos maybe I'm way tooooooooooooo invisible to you T__T

Anger and Hatred to you is one thing. As the matter of fact, I do pity you as well. For some reasons. Since you said you're not that LIFELESS to write an essay about me, do you even call that an essay ROFL, then probably you're lifeless enough to write about the person you're referring too. You're still lifeless. :D

BTW, do not need the LARGE font for the extra attention. Its so lame


bye FJN








Ooooh. Its been long since I last update my blog :x


First of all, I need to make this shout out. To my dearest syg ,



Happy Belated 18th Birthday!

My apologies for not blogging on the day itself, which was yesterday.
Was too caught up with the ever so annoying photoshop :( Sorry! I love you :)

Anyways, we had an early surprise birthday celebration at Italianese along with his kawan kawan sekalian.
&& much thanks to Justin & Wai Yong. My plan succeeded! :D :D




:)

Zainal & Aryton
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cheers!

Station 1.
Myself, syg, Picky & Jac :)


More pictures on facebook ;)


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Anyways, its study week. Well, I'd take it as Assignment week. I'm let with one final assignment now. FINALLY. One only ong you cn nvr picture hw happy I am now because before this I was flooded with tons of them :( :( All hail to the word Procrastinate.



This is my very lame character design.
But, I like her though T_T


and my poster design :)


FYI. I didn't use pink because I love pink.
Somehow I think it is suitable :)



Digital Imaging tonight yo!

Till my next update.



XOX

yoyoyo.


Too lazy to update.

Currently working on my never ending poster design T___T I can never be satisfied.
Sem 2 is ending and so its the most crucial moment (tons of assignments sigh)

I also wasted the whole night/morning doing an English essay whom the lecturer kind of forgotten bout it. SIGH.

I wonder is it that my calcium content gone lesser cos I seem to break my nails even easier lately :/ Worst was breaking half my toenail. Ouch :"(


BTW.
Introducing,



beep beep UFO.
This amazing gadget in Snowflake.


taroballs! :) :) :)
At a very reasonable price,
the huge bowl of dessert for RM 5.50.

the pokemon who has been driving me around lately.
Sorry & umm, thanks! :D
I got a feeling I'm seeing her soon. Very very soon. LOL.


on our way to Aqilah's Open House! :)
We were starving and went GAGA over the food @@


I'll update in detail when I find the time. * cross fingers
AND. I haven touched bubbletea for a long long time. Hoorays!

Baby better be good and listen to me. You know what I mean ;P
Syg syg you! HEE.


Someone's birthday is coming soon! :D


I know this is a terrible update. Bear with me ._.




XOX




I miss :(



Had way too much thinking for today. Maybe it isn't really a good day for me.

I don't want to slack much. I don't wanna regret because I wanna own and get everything I missed out now. Or things I was never given the chance to do. I know nothing is perfect. But I'm trying to get as close to it as possible.

How does it feel to be not judged all the time? How beautiful is it to feel appreciated?

Question is ; Why do I need to care?


I've cleared my mind. I want to care about those who cared, I want to love & feel loved. I want to have fun as much as I could. I want to be mean to those who deserve it.

:)


Back to some college stories ._.


1.


my sketchbook that i carry almost everywhere.


2.


The funniest person alive.
Kidding. But seriously, he is funnnyyy.


3.

The best part to be in class :)

4.




My card design :)



Slacking isn't really a good thing. Honestly, I feel much better when I'm all set to work but of course when its STRESSFREE.

a stressfree image :)

Well, this is actually right outside my house.
I think its really pretty


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Thursday night's last minute plan ;


Would rate it 8/10

Cos I missed so many parts! Haha.
Was freaked out cos we watched it in Jusco, Bukit Tinggi. Heard too many stories bout that place. What more, was a night screening movie :S

gIt was an entertaining movie though. Only some parts were pretty boring.

He requested for it because he looked too cute ;P

Went along with Justin and Wai Yong. They were ignoring each other and having ghey fights behind. LOLS.

Thats Wai Yong behind.


Before I end this post,


Happy Deepavali people :)


Off to open house & then to BBQ at syg's.




XOX




He says : If you don't think I love you, then I'll love you more.

Forget about the past, forget all that hurts.
Look on the brighter note,
They loved each other more than anything else.


To watch him fall asleep, to gently kiss his forehead.
To wake up in the morning with him by her side.

To tell him, "I really love you" :)
Couldn't imagine how it would be to not hold his hands one day.
Needs to lean on his shoulders, and know that everything will be alright.



"What is so great about love?"
"Well, I think it is the closest thing to magic."


He whispered " I love you" into her ears,
She smiled :)
And she said, " I love you too"



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I'm piled up with assignments lately. Life isn't treating me too good but its slowly getting better :) I'll get back with updates soon!


Ciao!




XOX










Everything you've told me, every single word you said to me,
I never doubt them. I knew all along you were being truthful to me.

I doubt myself instead. I was questioning myself.
I wanted you to defend me, to fight for me.

Love was hurting again. I knew it wasn't entirely your fault, I never blamed you for all.
But its just hurts to know, why can't you see who is the reason why we had to go through this?
All those fights and tears but all I hoped for was for you to listen. Just, listen.

I know it wasn't easy talking to me, when I wasn't entirely making sense out of myself.
I seemed lost and crazily accusing. But I just needed to release my feelings.
How could I ever allow that someone to hurt me & all I can do is to cry & cry.
No I won't. At least, not now anymore.

I'd love to fight for myself and us.
I'd love to see YOU feel a thousand times worst than how I did because you deserved every ounce of it. Go around flirting and playing around.
Because the one thing you'll never own is your true self. Sad to say,
you don't even deserve anyone's heart.



;

Because he told me he loves me.
Because he said he wants to be with me forever.
Because,


I love being held. I love when I am in someones arms, and I know that they would do anything for me. yea, I know its selfish but that is what I love. I love waking up to someone and smiling and having them smile back. When you are cold, and you are sharing a blanket and you have their sweatshirt on. your hair is all a mess and your breath smells and you nuzzle up to their neck and they nuzzle you back and wrap their arms around you. and you smile. And fall right back asleep.

The happy moments, the secret smiles. Going out with his family and saying something they don’t get, but he gives me that look that tells me he got it and he found it funny. Him telling me how beautiful I am in front of his family. Them looking at us and seeing how much we adore each other. The feeling of pride when his mom tells me she is happy her son has found someone so worth his love.

The tears after a big fight. And then him rushing over to dry them with kisses, not being able to sleep until he knows I am better.





Lelove (L)


XOX








SPM's Prize Giving :)










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Pokemon :)

Exhausted and sleeepy :(
I want more rest please! Sigh.


Off to college now. Bye people.




XOX